never

november 2013



when we fell together
into that dark, sacred night
and woke in the bright light
of dawn

i knew,
knowing always,
that I was not enough.

So I caught my breath
and plunged further, and deeper,
let go and climbed steeper
into wilderness

i knew,
knowing always,
that I was not enough.

But I loved you, and I loved me,

and I loved us...

...and got lost.

And found that you always knew, 

knowing always,

even in our darkest, brightest, deepest, highest moments

that I was never enough for you.